and then satan said “here, have feelings”
I’m not choosing. But I’m running out of fight.
I FUCKING HATE SOCIAL ANXIETY BECAUSE YOU’RE SCARED TO TALK TO PEOPLE BUT ALSO DYING TO TALK TO PEOPLE AND HANG OUT AND RELAX AND HAVE FUN AND NOT BE ALONE AND LONELY AND FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT YOU DO FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE YOU CAN’T EVEN RELAX ENOUGH TO TALK TO PEOPLE WITHOUT OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING
I hate how a majority believe that when a girl’s silent she’s
she’s just picturing porn in her head
And that’s pretty shitty and I’m just now realizing it which makes it worse somehow? I mean, I have my best friend that I get to see almost never, and my boyfriend, and a couple friends from my hometown that I hardly ever see, but that’s it. And it’s just one of those moments where you realize “holy shit, I am pathetic, why can’t I be a properly functioning human being who talks to people.” I’ve lived in this city for a year and a half and I have not made a single friend. And it was my freshman year of college which is when you’re supposed to be all social and meet people. So… yeah. Oops.
I believe a lot of conflict in the Wild West could have been avoided completely if cowboy architects had just made their towns big enough for everyone.